Catching up

My son is in school so I have a few hours a day during the week when I can do things I want to do,I am so loving it.I also love see him get better with things and praise him so much we he is.The teacher sends me messages in his folder to how good or bad his day went,she started him on a tile program where he can earn or lose them depending on how he behaves.I review the rules and such everyday while we wait for his bus.When I get him off to school and yell I am free and then I get on my pagan groups/pages and websites.Thats when I can get to work on things without trouble for my son.I hope one day I can add my son to this life I have and wait by to see when the signs show themselves.So far we have had a few not so good times and 2 bad days,we are working on this and hope it all works out.......crosses fingers it just gets better.Now we have Christopher and Justin over for the night and Anthony just gets sooooooooooo excited,he wants to do all they do.I know this is normal and after a while he gets better about the excitement.I just can't wait till monday so I can get my time but its the weekend and he is driving me crazy,I know this is a short trip but not one I want to make.